Today was another school day, so I didn't feel the need to be tempted by food..
So far i've consumed:
1x shredded wheat (76kcal) <= seem to have one of these like everyday XD
1x bag worchester sauce crisps (130kcal)
MY MUM MADE ME EAT PIZZA :O
but instead of arguing, I ate a slice then purged it up (not nice at ALL :/)
Right, i'm going to start a sort of weight loss diary..i'll write my weight down and how much i've gained/lost and my next goal, and if i've achieved them.
I currently weigh 7st 2lbs..
At the start of the ABC Diet I weighed 7st 5lbs..
I lost 4 1/4lbs but put on 1 1/4 so I just count the weight loss as 3lbs..
Tell me what you think?
JessiiJinx <33
Thursday, 20 May 2010
Wednesday, 19 May 2010
ABC Day 7
Today I had:
2x shredded wheat (153kcal)
1x bag worchester sauce crisps (135kcal)
2x mini oreos (20kcal)
Not great but not too bad..
Primark opened in Chester yesterday so I visited and bought some clothes:
1x bodycon black dress with peach lace sweetheart neckline (love it ^^)
1x silver dress with black spots, black bow and heart cut out of the back (love ^^)
1x white dress with navy bird print (woop birds :D)
1x grey and white stipy long top/dress LoL
I still feel extremely uncomfortable wearing them though, so once i've lost weight, I can't wait to wear them..
I also found a really cute grey top with sorta pop art Hello Kitty's on the front (HK = <3 ^^) so I wanna get it sooo badly..
JessiiJinx <33
2x shredded wheat (153kcal)
1x bag worchester sauce crisps (135kcal)
2x mini oreos (20kcal)
Not great but not too bad..
Primark opened in Chester yesterday so I visited and bought some clothes:
1x bodycon black dress with peach lace sweetheart neckline (love it ^^)
1x silver dress with black spots, black bow and heart cut out of the back (love ^^)
1x white dress with navy bird print (woop birds :D)
1x grey and white stipy long top/dress LoL
I still feel extremely uncomfortable wearing them though, so once i've lost weight, I can't wait to wear them..
I also found a really cute grey top with sorta pop art Hello Kitty's on the front (HK = <3 ^^) so I wanna get it sooo badly..
JessiiJinx <33
ABC Day 6
Right, so today I had 2x shredded wheat (153kcal) for breakfast, and 8 fries (100kcal) for dinner. Not too bad considering I had an RE exam and all I could think about all through it was FOOD..but I resisted exept the few chips..
Jessii Jinx
Jessii Jinx
ABC Day 5
Okay, so after yesterday's binge of skittles, I had a fasting day, so didn't consume any kcals at all, so hopefully I can still shift the pounds beofre Prom :)
Jessii Jinx <33
Jessii Jinx <33
ABC Day 4
Eugh. I managed to stay under 200kcal all day, but my family took me out to watch Iron Man 2 at the cinema and I had a whole bag of skittles and couldn't even purge them up :/
So I failed this day tbh..
Jessii Jinx <33
So I failed this day tbh..
Jessii Jinx <33
Saturday, 15 May 2010
Day 3 ABC Diet (300kcal)
Okay, So Day 3 ABC has gone better than planned. My grandparents came over today with loads of sweets, cakes, biscuits etc for me and my younger brother, and I RESISTED! i'm soo happy :)
I ended up eating 1x minature oreo at not even 10kcal! (the ones in the tubs LoL)
For breakfast I had 1x shredded wheat (no milk) at 76.5kcal, and a small low fat homemade latte at 46kcal, so in total that makes 132.5 kcal!
i still have 67.5kcal left to use up, so i might have a small green apple at 45kcal, and two more minature oreos at 20kcal, or the apple and a small jello at 10kcal :)
JessiiJinx <3
I ended up eating 1x minature oreo at not even 10kcal! (the ones in the tubs LoL)
For breakfast I had 1x shredded wheat (no milk) at 76.5kcal, and a small low fat homemade latte at 46kcal, so in total that makes 132.5 kcal!
i still have 67.5kcal left to use up, so i might have a small green apple at 45kcal, and two more minature oreos at 20kcal, or the apple and a small jello at 10kcal :)
JessiiJinx <3
Friday, 14 May 2010
Day 2 of ABC (Ana Boot Camp) Diet
Okay, so Day 1 completed, i got ready for Day 2 (500kcal or less). I started off brilliantly, only consuming 1x shredded wheat, no milk at 76.5kcal. I burned off around 300kcal in PE, and still resisted the kcals at dinner.
As soon as I returned home from school however, my mom forced me to eat some chilli pasta :/
I ate it, then purged it up, with the help of a few tips from an Ana facebook friend :)
So even though the pasta was high kcal, i purged it all up, so i still managed to stay under my goal of 500kcal or less.
Jessii Jinx <33
As soon as I returned home from school however, my mom forced me to eat some chilli pasta :/
I ate it, then purged it up, with the help of a few tips from an Ana facebook friend :)
So even though the pasta was high kcal, i purged it all up, so i still managed to stay under my goal of 500kcal or less.
Jessii Jinx <33
Thursday, 13 May 2010
Day 1 of ABC (Ana Boot Camp) Diet
Today i've started a diet which is kinda new to me called the ABC Diet, which involves following a 50 day calorie restriction day with fasting days inbetween.
Day 1 is a 500kcal (or less)day.
So far i've had:
Breakfast - 1x shredded wheat, 75.5kcal
School break - just under 1/2 penguin chocolate bar, 60kcal
Lunch - water, 0kcal
Dinner - 2x crumpets 196kcal (tbh i wouldn't have had them, but my mum made me eat summat)
Pudding - 1x maryland cookie, 54kcal (again, my mum wanted me to eat this :/)
Total - 429kcal :/
So, i was told to eat by my mum, (usually i skip dinner as i'm out with friends) to eat, or she'd make me go back to recover :/
but at least i stayed under 500kcal :)
Jessii Jinx <33
Day 1 is a 500kcal (or less)day.
So far i've had:
Breakfast - 1x shredded wheat, 75.5kcal
School break - just under 1/2 penguin chocolate bar, 60kcal
Lunch - water, 0kcal
Dinner - 2x crumpets 196kcal (tbh i wouldn't have had them, but my mum made me eat summat)
Pudding - 1x maryland cookie, 54kcal (again, my mum wanted me to eat this :/)
Total - 429kcal :/
So, i was told to eat by my mum, (usually i skip dinner as i'm out with friends) to eat, or she'd make me go back to recover :/
but at least i stayed under 500kcal :)
Jessii Jinx <33
Sunday, 9 May 2010
Ana and Mia.
I feel that Ana and Mia are fighting over who can be the best friend to me.
I've been Ana for almost 18 months, but since New Year, Mia and I have had a wonderful friendship, making Ana jealous. Now i can't just starve or purge, I have to do both. I don't know who is my best friend now, it's so confusing. I need a new friend, recovery. I don't want to get better, but if i start to recover, maybe Ana and Mia will settle their differences and stop fighting over me. I still want to be skinny, and wil do anything to achieve it, I just need to know that i'm not alone, that Ana or Mia will help me through the journey to become thin.
Jessii Jinx <3
I've been Ana for almost 18 months, but since New Year, Mia and I have had a wonderful friendship, making Ana jealous. Now i can't just starve or purge, I have to do both. I don't know who is my best friend now, it's so confusing. I need a new friend, recovery. I don't want to get better, but if i start to recover, maybe Ana and Mia will settle their differences and stop fighting over me. I still want to be skinny, and wil do anything to achieve it, I just need to know that i'm not alone, that Ana or Mia will help me through the journey to become thin.
Jessii Jinx <3
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