Wants to be Mary-Kate, Perfect weight 88, She's never good enough..

Woahh..i haven't wrote for ages :/
Well my parents had been harping on at me to gain weight, threatening me with a visit to the doctors..
I gained sooooo much weight over Christmas, New Year etc, so i guess I felt embarrassed to write how i've been doing, since it's not been good at all.

I've just found out i've got the college course I wanted (Modelling + Promotions), so it's an excuse for me to lose even more weight :)
My mum absolutely hates the fact i'm starting the course this September, she thinks i'm going to become seriously ill from losing weight :/

I have yet another school concert (two weeks time) so i'm singing Use Somebody - Paramore version, Don't Stop Believeing - Glee version, and i'm also part of a dance to Thriller - Micheal Jackson...should be fun :)

I've nearly finished making my dress, and it fits, but i want to lose even more weight so that it can be taken in even more, making me look skinnier to everyone else :] It looks soooo awesome at the moment :D

I'm back now anyway, so i'll be writing more posts for sure :)

JessiiJinx <33